CAROLINE Flack’s family today released an unseen Instagram post in which the star insisted: “I’m not a domestic abuser”.
Mum Chris shared her daughter’s unpublished post – written before her death – detailing how her “whole world and future was swept from under her feet”.
In the heart-wrenching post, the 40-year-old had opened up about the night she was arrested after allegedly assaulting boyfriend Lewis Burton.
The Love Island host wrote: “I have always taken responsibility for what happened that night. Even on the night. But the truth is …. It was an accident.”
She added: “I am NOT a domestic abuser.”
In the post, Caroline also described how she had been struggling with the recent police investigation and CPS decision to charge her – which has since been slammed by her family as a “show trial”.
She wrote: “Within 24 hours my whole world and future was swept from under my feet and all the walls that I had taken so long to build around me, collapsed.
“I can’t spend every day hidden away being told not to say or speak to anyone.
“I’m not thinking about ‘how I’m going to get my career back.’ I’m thinking about how I’m going to get mine and my family’s life back.”
The TV star also opened up about the alleged assault on her boyfriend Lewis, writing: “The blood that someone sold to a newspaper was my blood and that was something very sad and very personal. The reason I am talking today is because my family can’t take anymore.”
The post was never made public after she was toldby advisers not to publish – although it is unclear who offered this advice.
‘JUST BE KIND’
It was shared by Caroline’s grieving mother Chris, who today spoke for the first time since the tragedy.
She told theEastern Daily Press: “Carrie was surrounded by love and friends but this was just too much for her.”
“Jody her twin sister was there her whole life for her but this time nothing could take away the hurt of such injustice. As Carrie would say: ‘In a nasty world just be kind’.”
Chris added: “So many untruths were out there but this is how she felt and my family and I would like people to read her own words.”
And she paid tribute to Caroline’s friends including Molly, Lou, Sam, Liam and Simon for supporting her.
Caroline’s family and managers have accused the CPS of a “show trial” that put pressure on Caroline in the days before her death.
The star had been plunged into despair after the decision to charge her with assault in Decemberdespite Lewis, 27, begging the Crown Prosecution Servicenot to proceed with the case.
And the former Love Island host was found dead in her east London flat on Saturday, the day after she had been told that the CPS would continue with the case against her.
An inquest into Caroline’s death was opened this morning – opened and adjourned so a full investigation into the beloved presenter’s death can be carried out.
Caroline’s shocking death came hours after she was told prosecutors would be pushing ahead with an assault trial – despite boyfriend Lewis’ requests to drop the case.
She was said to have been determined to prove her innocence when the case eventually went to crown court, scheduled for March 4.
But she was also tormented by strict bail conditions which prevented her from contacting Lewis until after the trial – which her managers slammed as a “show trial”.
Her team said she was terrified about the case coming to trial and footage of her arrest being played out in court.
The CPS is under pressure to explainwhy it went ahead even though she was vulnerable.
It has not provided details but has implied there was other evidence and the case was in the public interest.
Atribute to Caroline featured on Monday night’s episode of Love Island.
Narrator Iain Stirling told viewers: We are absolutely devastated by the tragic news that Caroline, a much-loved member of our Love Island family, has passed away.
Our thoughts are with her family and friends at this dreadful time.
Like many of you, right now were all just trying to come to terms with whats happened.
My only hope is that we can all try to be kinder, always show love and listen to one another.
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